Family potrait

Today , I woke it was just like any other regular days .. But , I was looking for a lighter so I was ransacking my dad's drawers .. To my suprise, I saw a picture of me , him and my mom.. A picture of a perfect family we once were. No get me wrong , I am feeling emotional as hell , but not the sort of emo were Im gonna slice myself into 29 pieces . I am actually feeling touched . As Im writing this , I am not ashamed to admit Im actually shedding tears. You could almost see the joys on our faces in the picture . It was a picture of my bday by the way . It means alot , because thats when things started to happen . You may not get but its okay , I just feel like expressing it . It is unfortunate that I will not be able to share the picture with you guys but sadly , I have no scanner .. So yeah .

I just had an arguement with my dad the other day , and Im not sure what he said was true or not but regardless of whatever it is .. Whether or not Im his son , He will always be my father . Call me a pussy if you want . But Im gonna say this I love my dad . Im gonna keep this post short , its too emotional . I wish somehow , he read this . Sigh .