Random Thoughts.

As you may all know very well , Im full of shit . Yes I am . Sometimes I ponder upon the most ridiculous things that doesnt even matter . For instance , as kid I've always imagined the universe was in a tiny little box and god is kid fucking around with it and in this box contains all of our existances. Whenever the kid digs his nose and flicks the discharge into the box a comet will hit some random planet , Lol in that case he sure is one hell of a severe nose digger. I always imagined there was something bigger out there that we're not aware of much like the Men In Black II theory whereby the whole entire exsistance nothing but a mere fillings for a locker , only mine is a music box . I know la my thoughts are weird.

Or what if , we're all just a part of a really popular reality show whereby we are all arranged in manners whereby chaos and drama will arise ? What if god is fat guy in an editing room making changes in our lifes so that viewers will think we're "interesting" or worse what if that obese homosexual mexican is watching me wanking? Oh noes =| , doesnt sound too pleasant to me .

Or maybe , we're nothing but a mere neuron in a virus whereby you control the course of damage towards the planet , which in my random weird imagination was an organ , what Im thinking here is that we're the neurons the planets are the cells and the universe are the organs. So we're merely neurons that controls viruses to rot and rape the cell of its juices. Wait , so what if earth was a mere virus in jessica alba's pussy? Shit that sounds damn turning on hahah .

As a kid , I watched alot of televisions and every typical drama is no drama if no one dies and as some of you may know a few of my cousins have passed away from a genetical disease which I possess as well . So yeah , I questioned myself .. Why is it that everyone has to die? Why cant we all just be in bliss being immortal . Wait , wouldnt that overpopulte earth? I hope they dont cancel our great hot sex. XD kidding. Anyways , I was wondering if that does .. why cant god just make earth out of expandable material so that it can fit every lifeform . I was a kid I know I sound ludricrious but yeah , I realized that if everyone were to be immortal some would have too much ego . *slaps 16 year kid* Shut the fuck Im 2000 years old I've eaten more salt than you. But I guess because our lifespan are limited we tend to appreciate our time , well not everyone but yeah . The gods envy us , for every moment will be our last and everything seems more beautiful that way.

and of course when you think of random thoughts religion comes into play . For example , as a kid I've always frustrated pastors with questions that he couldnt answer and he would give me textbook answers like "God works in mysterious way.." Sorry , read that book wont buy the story. It is said for every creation , it requires a creater and the planet earth is far to complicated to be merely formed by an accidental implosion of comets . But if the planet is so complicated doesnt that mean being the creator of this oh so very complicated creation would make the creator far more complicated than the planet itself? So how is logic to believe in something far more complicated being formed somehow instead of something thats less complicated yet is explained about its formation with facts? Im not trying to start a debate here , these are just random thoughts I have. Imagine this , if somehow we shake the gears for creating a watch somehow 1 in a million chances we may hit the jackpot and assemble the proper mechanism to create a watch and what if we attempted at something far more complicated much like .. lets just say a pc would it be more possible? Do you get what I mean?

One more thing I've always wondered the bible has mentioned that all creations under god are equals and them being equals favourtism is not allowed . So how is favourtism not allowed when Jews are mentioned as the chosen people of god . Isnt that favouritism and doesnt that contradict with the very base of the foundation for that concept? If god is said to be all knowing and omnipresent means he could see far into the future and god would know what to do or say to make us take a certain course of action . Alright , we's established that fact , now we all know that the serpent in Eden's garden was a tool of the satan but wait , isnt the satan created by god and god being all knowing would have expected all these to happen so .. God was the one who masterminded the whole adam and eve eating the apple incident? So how is it reasonable to punish and expel someone for doing something that is planned by you . Its like saying

"Hey alfred go tell john to bang that car"

and then saying

" You fucking idiot why did you ask him to do something that stupid, go slap john for being stupid "

and then you slap alfred after finishing that sentence. How does that make any sense? Maybe sometimes believing in sometime requires faith and not facts . Im just saying that Im a person that works based on facts I'm not saying your religion is phoney nor your god is idiotic Im just saying I believe in different idelogies and I respect your believes , but I dont have to agree with it . So I'd appreciate it if any of your religious people out there respect my believes and disbeliefs although you dont agree on it , though I wouldnt mind engaging in a constructive and civilized conversation. The bed summons my name , I shall answer its call . Amen.