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I realize , I have problems coming up with catchy titles . Bah , there goes an ideal job of being a journalist . Recently , I have realize that most of my friends including myself have considerably low self esteem . Okay lah , I may not appear so .. but behind my egocentric self I too have a soft side . Shit you , I have emotions. Thats besides the point now. From what I've noticed some of us focus too much on looks I mean indubitably it does play a certain role in life . But thats only the first impression , I mean no matter how hot you are unless you're jessica alba I will never befriend you if you're a bitch . Sometimes us as humans we focus too much on how the magazines tell us to look , how the superstars look .. how they live their lifestyles are . Be more realistic , no one will look as good as that. Heck , even they dont look as good as that. Its just elementary photo manipulating and camera angles . So take it easy , you're not the most hideous thing alive. Yes , we cant help but envy the oh so very rich lifestyles of celebrities .. but face the fact we can never be that rich or famous . Its alright to dream , as long as you work towards it .. If you know you cant achieve why bother wishing that you could be in their shoes?Work with what you have.

Sometimes its not about what they have and what you dont , its not about how they look and how you dont . Its about what YOU have and what YOU look like, be grateful and count your blessings. I guess sometimes life is a journey of self discovery .. Ask yourself , when was the last time you let loose and just enjoyed yourself without giving a damn about what others say about you? When was the last time you go wild and crazy without bothering how your hair look like or whether is your shirt crumpled or not. Promise me this if any of you are reading this , next time you're out with a group of buddies , let it be in the mamak or in the club just let loose and have fun dont bother conforming to the standards that society have set for you because I dare say every single one of us are better than that, so why go down to that standard. Just have fun and life would seem so much brighter that way.

Everyone of us is special , I know if everyone is special .. whats so special about being special . Stfu we're special . Period. Everyone of us here possess traits and abilities or even some sort of charming personality that is irresistable to most. I dont care if you're one eyed ogre , cause no matter what there will be a group of people who will care for you , support you at the times when you're down .. so dont come telling me no one cares I will personally defy the laws of human anatomy and take the keyboard and slowly and painfully shove it up your nostrils. I guess ultimately , what Im trying to say here is .. no matter how cheesy this sounds everyone is beautiful in their own way . You dont have to look like a superstar to be beautiful because being down to earth or a typical girl next door is beautiful in its own way too.

Its true that sometimes some people just get everything but ask yourself is there really a meaning to life if everything was spoonfed? Would be proud of what you have . You will never find a spiritual satisfaction when everything is handed out to you . I dare say , for not having everything life and having to work for it . We are by far the luckiest bastards alive , because we dont know our potential and what we may unlock in the future .

If you keep insisting that just because you dont have lips of Angelina Jolie and cheekbones of Keyra Knightley , you're not beautiful or to be more extreme ... Hideous. You should consult a psychologist because according to my very limited knowledge it is diagnosed as Body Dysmorphic Disorder .. Patients of this disease often imagine themselves as the most atrocious orge that ever walked the faces of earth or even the hugest whale on land .. But it is in fact untrue. This disease is a major contributor to aneroxics and bullimics but I wont elaborate lar , since Im not a doctor and all right? Im not credible enough , so if you're interested just look it up in wikipedia.

I guess ultimately , its all about being contented with what you have. To all of those out there who have low self esteem . Ask yourself who you are , no not whether you're jew or african american but who you are as in where to you stand . Are you a generous person? Are you a caring person? Its all about self discovery , get to know yourself better ..buy yourself a drink heck, flirt with yourself if you'd like. Kidding. At the end of the day , we all just have to count our blessings.There's no point living life if you dont stop and smell the roses once a while .Once again if this post doesnt make any sense too bad , Im just an amateur 17 year old kid writer so shut it . I didnt start this blog to impress anyone.